Well,now I know NO ONE reads this blog =.=''
so I'm kinda lonely :<
oh well,anything can happen...right?
right now,to much tests and stuff,my head is already spinning!! and my best friend have some problem and she doesn't want to tell me >^<'' so I dunno what to do...
and her boyfriend is worrying like crazy! and I dunno what to do about it as well :S
but I have to say,people used to tell me "15 is crazy? wait until you'll be 16!" well,I have to say,15 was the CRAZY year,not this one.
this one just have to much tests,I'm a fool in live with a FOOL (lol) and all the drama is with my best friend so...it's kinda boring year :/
well,this one is FAST cause I need to go,so..
Goodbye~
Saturday, April 24, 2010
Saturday, April 17, 2010
new day,my head hurts...
Just woke up...
I need to go out more,to much tests and homework...it's sucks...
thanks god that next year will be my last :D and there's almost NO classes,I mean...
no math,grammar,history,bible,and more that I don't remember right now :D
but I really waiting for next year,in the summer vacation I'll be learning to sew better,and to cook :D AND I can be more gyaru then now! (because of school I can't really be one...and that my mom doesn't want me to color my hair).
and,next year I'll have my new phone,because orange sucks...I mean,I have this phone year and a half so they say I can't change it,and it is a sucks phone! and they told me it's good,LIES! anyway,and I found a pretty good phone,but I can have it only next year...I mean I need to wait 3 or 4 months until I'll have it,but I can wait :/
I can't wait for summer vacation <3
my best friend,is,my best friend XD how can I say it...
she got this thing to make my annoy by she says his name and making hearts and those stuff...and day by day I can't say that I love him Oo''
it'somehow harder...and I feel that I love him MORE everyday! I mean,when he next to me I can't breath my heart stopped and I just look down...and it's pretty stupid <.<
I think about him to much,I can't learn,AT ALL! >^<''
it's like he is everywhere,and when I just look somewhere he is there,it's....annoying in some way,and ALL the things that I hate about him,GONE! I mean,I can see them as good things somehow,even the things I hate the most about a person,for him I can just forget about it Oo''
I need life,I need to find someone else,but then again,I DON'T WANT SOMEONE ELSE! It's like I want but don't...and I hate it,my best friend,Oz,told me that he is the one,and there's two options:
1.wait a very long time and then you'll forget about him (but I don't wanna...)
2.or you can't because he IS the one,there's only one of him (don't wanna as well :<)
so sucks...it's like wanting something you know you can't have,cause he doesn't want me or like me or something,my best friend says different,but it can't be! he doesn't look at me anymore,and he can be near me somehow,and he got problems already so...grrr!! >.<''
I'm talking to much about him @.@'' I need to stop...* stopping!*
I want to PARTEH! thanks god that Yom Ha'atzmaut is near :D
I really want to go out! I dunno with who but WHO CARES!
and then my mom got me this guy from here that she wants me to date ._.''
and when I tell him no,my mom gonna be kinda mad...heh...how fun =.=''
anyway,I need to get ready to the restaurant...
bye~bye! have fun <3
I need to go out more,to much tests and homework...it's sucks...
thanks god that next year will be my last :D and there's almost NO classes,I mean...
no math,grammar,history,bible,and more that I don't remember right now :D
but I really waiting for next year,in the summer vacation I'll be learning to sew better,and to cook :D AND I can be more gyaru then now! (because of school I can't really be one...and that my mom doesn't want me to color my hair).
and,next year I'll have my new phone,because orange sucks...I mean,I have this phone year and a half so they say I can't change it,and it is a sucks phone! and they told me it's good,LIES! anyway,and I found a pretty good phone,but I can have it only next year...I mean I need to wait 3 or 4 months until I'll have it,but I can wait :/
I can't wait for summer vacation <3
my best friend,is,my best friend XD how can I say it...
she got this thing to make my annoy by she says his name and making hearts and those stuff...and day by day I can't say that I love him Oo''
it'somehow harder...and I feel that I love him MORE everyday! I mean,when he next to me I can't breath my heart stopped and I just look down...and it's pretty stupid <.<
I think about him to much,I can't learn,AT ALL! >^<''
it's like he is everywhere,and when I just look somewhere he is there,it's....annoying in some way,and ALL the things that I hate about him,GONE! I mean,I can see them as good things somehow,even the things I hate the most about a person,for him I can just forget about it Oo''
I need life,I need to find someone else,but then again,I DON'T WANT SOMEONE ELSE! It's like I want but don't...and I hate it,my best friend,Oz,told me that he is the one,and there's two options:
1.wait a very long time and then you'll forget about him (but I don't wanna...)
2.or you can't because he IS the one,there's only one of him (don't wanna as well :<)
so sucks...it's like wanting something you know you can't have,cause he doesn't want me or like me or something,my best friend says different,but it can't be! he doesn't look at me anymore,and he can be near me somehow,and he got problems already so...grrr!! >.<''
I'm talking to much about him @.@'' I need to stop...* stopping!*
I want to PARTEH! thanks god that Yom Ha'atzmaut is near :D
I really want to go out! I dunno with who but WHO CARES!
and then my mom got me this guy from here that she wants me to date ._.''
and when I tell him no,my mom gonna be kinda mad...heh...how fun =.=''
anyway,I need to get ready to the restaurant...
bye~bye! have fun <3
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