that's the best thing to describe what happened today...
told my best friend my feelings,and it LONG talk,My friends are angry with me but it is my fault (about friday night),and I think tomorrow I know it will be boring...so,what we'll start?
I told my friend about my feeling for someone I just realize I love...and hate,in the same time. @.@
I mean,HE IS ANNOYING!,and stupid,and idiot,and egoist,and childish,and he criticize EVERYONE!,and...and...he is acting like a monkey!!! >.<
I HATE HIM! but at the same time love him,I mean,I can't stop thinking about him...
and he is kinda cute...(I NEVER SAID IT!!),and he is smart but not in math,and he can be a really nice guy,and he have a really good taste in music and games,and he knows how to make people laugh,and he have a really beautiful eyes,and he understand people,and he is funny,and he....OK I need to stop!!1!!1!1
gawd...it's so bad?...I know no one read this but help would be really nice :S
cause I'm not so strong like people thinks,and if I'm not at this! I feel so scared next to him,like I want to squeeze him with love and hate >.<
I can't not look at him when he is around,and he is EVERYWHERE! and sometimes I think some people look like him,and sometimes when I say I dated someone I accidently say he's name! it's stupid and crazy! cause he hates me! my best friend says he loves me but somehow it's impossible,I feel like it can't be that he likes me,or even love me! I can't...
we had a really stupid and hard time together,we were best friends,and next we fought all the time,and then he thinks I did something that I didn't do (he used every friend of his to "defeat" me) and he doesn't believe me,and then I fall in love with him...WTF?!
it's stupid! so help,please give me some...
now,another topic...
dolev didn't came to school today,I think it's because of me...it is my fault,I needed to tell anton that I don't want him,and tim as well!
it's stupid and childish of me,and next time I'll see them,I'll tell them...
somehow...it will be hard :S
but I love those girls,so I won't make any guy to take them away! ^w^
but i'll change it,and that's it!
tomorrow will be SO boring,
It's like a free day tomorrow...nothing happened in that day :X
but I don't really like that day... except math, because me and my best friend in the same class,and I always get 100 :D
but tuesday will be SO boring!! there where really NOTHING happens!
maybe i'll be in the library and blog some more :P
it's pretty funny that I actually like blogging here...even when the layout pretty bad,but cute...
so goodnight and sweet dreams~
About me
- Mallow
- I'm a girl who wants to be a fashion designer. I love Japanese stuff,and I want to be HimeGyaru. I love pink,and cute stuff!~ My hobbies are eating,lil bit of sewing,i'm kinda a bad singer but I sing,playing GBA,DS,Wii,PC games,PS1,PS2,XBOX,DDR and such.,and painting. and...that's it :3
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omg rofl.Aw~ you are most def love struck! Aw,like a love sick puppy~ so cutes! I know what you mean same thing happened to me in highschool.Hm,advice...let's see.Are you good friends with him? Have you ever tried to give him a gift? Don't show him that you are annoyed by him,or like a love/hate relationship because in the end you'll regret it.Maybe show him a sweet side?Talk with him more.Go to event together? Do you have his messenger?! Ack girl you have to try! LOL (sorry i didn't help much love makes me giggle)
thank you,really,for the advice.
but we were best friend and then enemies and now this :S
I think we were every shape we can be from buddies to enemies and then in love ._.
my best friend tells me that he said that he loves me but I can't believe it! I mean,my brain thinks that can't be,he MUST hate me,and always will...
I was first annoyed but then I was kinda playing like I just wanna be ok with him,like every time he curses me I say it's kinda funny,and it is! I mean,I never laugh so hard when he tries to annoy me,and make me angry XD
I gave him gifts but he never said thank you to me (only to my friend to tell me "thank you"...)
I do have him MSN but he blocked me ._.
anywho,he is in the same school with me,and in the same class,and in the same course of stud LOL.
so I see him like...all the time? -^-''
Let's see,well then have you ever tried to have a one or one talk? Or do you think he wont take you seriously?
Well,once when we were fighting we had kind of one on one talk but not really...
I don't know if he take me seriously,and we didn't have this time a one on one talk soo...
no,not really :S
i understand you
he is fantastic but you hate him so...it means you love him so much... that is normal.
you must try something because if you say he doesnt take you sariously you will have the doubt
you must talk with him or something
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